yobyellav
formerly cord15
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Nah my old ex and I both feel the same about each other. She wouldn't be making the trip out here to see me for 3 weeks in January otherwise. We're both young, but we've discussed marriage/kids together and she's the only girl I've ever thought about that with. I told her I don't mind if she's with other people in the time we can't be together and she's gone on some dates but hasn't let anyone else get the yambs. She's not slutty at all, definite wife material. I've been with 6 other girls since meeting her but that's only because of the extreme distance. If she was right here with me, I wouldn't even THINK about cheating. But that's all I want, I don't want a GF, I focus on myself. I just wanna get the random meaningless yambs until I get another shot with my ex or possibly meet someone even better (which is doubtful). I keep falling into this fake relationship rut with this other girl. It's nice to get topped off and get yambs all the time but it's just not emotionally fair to her. I gotta end it.
don't think you'd feel that away if you want her to be the mother of your child and wife one day....that's just me though