Returning home after college sucks @#$%
I've been back for a year now and I swear @#$% is depressing me more and more. I got into a fight with 90% of my good friends before I left for college, and the 10% I had left have become such disgusting @#$ people on the inside that I'd rather not be associated with them. The only friends I have are the ones I made in college, and they all live hours away
Only time I'm in a good mood is when I see them for a weekend every month or two, but the remaining 28-58 days are
It's not even like I'm antisocial. I've tried making new friends, but I just have the greatest luck in befriending only low lives and drug addicts. And the women I meet are no better either
The last girl I was talking to ended up being extremely racist towards Latinos and most Asians (which is what my college friends are)
I used to make fun of my friends because they're from cities like Bakersfield, Fresno, etc...but honestly I see how many good friends and cousins they grew up with and I'm actually pretty jealous. The company you keep>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>where you're from. I honestly would not mind living in a slum as long as I had my good friends with me.