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I'm no good with money.
Today, I thought I had 238 bucks to just throw around, and I'm gettin ready to drop half of it on my sisters for christmas.
Order the stuff online, and the checkout won't go through.
Turns out I have 60 bucks to my name right now.
I went from feeling like a great person to feelin like a complete bum. @!#$ is depressing.
Like, I'll get paid again next week but right now I feel like the guy who has to come home on christmas eve with no presents for their kids.
My soul is burnin slow right now.
Then a broad texts me. Ain't talk to her since the summer. Things are lookin up. Then bam, one of those "prob getting her back blown out right now" mid-convo stops. So now I'm back to thinking about how broke I am.
I'm not broke by any means, but jeez. OK i'm not gonna front for NT I am broke by just about all means.
I'm rambling at this point, but whenever I'm broke I feel really down, and I don't feel good again until I get money.
Should it be that way? Should I only feel good when I have some bread on me? How do people feel good about themselves when they're broke? I've always wondered that.
Today, I thought I had 238 bucks to just throw around, and I'm gettin ready to drop half of it on my sisters for christmas.
Order the stuff online, and the checkout won't go through.
Turns out I have 60 bucks to my name right now.
I went from feeling like a great person to feelin like a complete bum. @!#$ is depressing.
Like, I'll get paid again next week but right now I feel like the guy who has to come home on christmas eve with no presents for their kids.
My soul is burnin slow right now.
Then a broad texts me. Ain't talk to her since the summer. Things are lookin up. Then bam, one of those "prob getting her back blown out right now" mid-convo stops. So now I'm back to thinking about how broke I am.
I'm not broke by any means, but jeez. OK i'm not gonna front for NT I am broke by just about all means.
I'm rambling at this point, but whenever I'm broke I feel really down, and I don't feel good again until I get money.
Should it be that way? Should I only feel good when I have some bread on me? How do people feel good about themselves when they're broke? I've always wondered that.