So I'm finally seeing the hard work that I put in after my divorce pay off. I went through a period of depression and sometimes regret but I kept moving forward and focusing on school and work. I'm now with a company that is rewarding my hard work and I'm set to make some adult money for the first time in my life. When I say adult, I mean like the kind of money I can buy and not rent with... in high *** cost of living San Diego.
I've been stepping up my game all around and have been taking my kids to church with me on Sundays. I'm not really religious, but do believe in a higher power and I was raised in church and feel that it set a solid foundation for me. I'm still honest with my daughters about my thoughts and beliefs so I'm not attempting to brainwash them into one way of thinking.
The place I've fallen off of in the midst of all of this is my workouts.
I feel myself slipping and I'm not fat yet, but if I continue on like this I will be.
Not that I eat unhealthily, I just eat a lot and in the past worked out enough to burn it all off. Now, with work, school, family and gf I hardly have time for the gym. I'm taking this career more seriously than I've ever taken a job and I'm exhausted by the time I get home.
I need to figure something out.
My ex plays games every chance she gets, but I've been blocking her negativity with positivity and politeness. It's always something with her and I don't think that she'll be happy for a long time despite what she says. How can someone be happy when the have so much hate for someone else?
My gf has really helped me focus. Even before we were an item, as a friend, she was a positive influence on me.
I confess, I'm happy.