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- Jul 18, 2001
Ive been through so much this past year and my homeys I grew up with in the end ended up showing me we werent as close as I thought wewere and ive known them 10+ years. It made me change my whole outlook on females and friends in general. Now on weekends I choose to stay at home and drink bymyself and work every weeekend so I have an excuse to not hangout with those I dont trust. Anyone else been in this situation where the ones you thought wouldhave your back in the end ended up stabbing you in the throat even though youve been through so much with them and dudes are still shady and act like its nobig deal that you went through something serious and they participated in the whole situation. Im not trying to sound emo cus I drank a whole 5th of Seagrim in7min but this *%#$ really gets me heated. I can honestly say im the happiest ive been in the past year now that ive cut them out of my life and focused on workand the gym. Its for my benefit cus I noticed now that I dont kick it ive cut down on the drug use and drinking which pleases my mom cus ive almost been tosent to rehab 3 times this past year cus of *%#$ ive done and almost oding....