Man I know I'm the dude
But I sometimes hate taking care of everything
Like I make sure bills are paid
Things around the house are taken care of
And **** like that
She's forgetful
So I'm the one reminding her to do stuff
Which can get on my nerves
She leaves it up to me
Like what if something happened to me
U need to remember some of this urself
i just hate having everything fall on my shoulders sometimes
I wanna be able to just chill without having to make sure this is paid
Or we bought this for the house cause we ran out or whatever
Also things I tell her
I be like ok we doing this this and this tomorrow
Tomorrow comes around
"Aye what are we doing again today"
It can be irritating
Like I'm not gonna front
I'm a lot to put up with
So kudos to my girl putting up with me and my ********
I just wish u could just not be responsible for everything every now and then
And she be like babe don't worry about going to the store I bought x, y, and z already
Or babe I went down to pay the cable bill this morning so don't trip off rushing down there after work
It's basically if I don't remember a bill is due it won't get paid
Also wish she would make up her damn mind
Tryna ask a girl what she wants to eat
Is like asking a mentally disabled person the meaning of life
U just won't get a incomprehensible answer
Oooooh but when u don't ask ask u just go to a food spot or start cooking
They wanna talk about nah I didn't want that or I'm not in the mood
Damn get decisive
Also like she gives it up on the regular
Gives me head when I ask
So this isn't really about her
BUT I think I'm a Sex addict
I honestly think since the first time I was able to bust
I been hooked
Like I don't even be feeling like having sex
But I gotta bust one out
I just wish she would just give me head every damn day
Like just for no reason
Just cause
While I'm cooking breakfast
While I'm watching scandal
While I brush my teeth
Idk I just wanna let one out every few hours
Also her damn parents are annoying
They always calling
Always needing help with this or that
They Filipino and she helps them pay their bills and reminds them
Or actually I remind her to pay there bills
Her parents are mad irresponsible
Like always wanting the new gadgets
But be broke after and not enough to pay a bill
And her mom constantly calls on out off days at like 8 or 9 in the morning on the weekends
Just to ask dumb questions like
Are we awake
Do we wanna go to the swap meet
Do we wanna go bingo
How to reset wifi password
How to use their iPhone
Do we want something to eat
**** be mad irritating
Love my girl though
If I could just bust one every few hours I don't think I would trip off anything
Just cause this is trivial stuff though
Might bring it up when I get home
She gives awesome head
Like the best I've ever had
I haven't been taking advantage like I should now that I think about it
....but I'm serious tho.
