Was with my girl from this past Thurs until this morning since she leaves to go back home today. Took Fri, Mon, and Tues off work to have a five day weekend with her. Only time spent apart was yesterday afternoon when I dropped her off at her place for a few hours so she could pack.
I don't know how I feel about things now. Everything moved so fast with this girl and I'm not sure if I did the right thing by making her my gf and committing to a long distance relationship this soon. I have always kept it casual for the first few months of seeing a girl. Really get to know them so the good and bad parts about them are exposed, make them show they are loyal, earn my trust, basically prove their worth, and then figure out how I really feel about them before talking about a relationship. Dove right in on this one. Sometimes feels like I made the right decision, other times doesn't.
It's definitely too soon to tell if it's gonna work with her though. Tried to be realistic with her last night about what I expect in this relationship. She told me I was being pessimistic. Then I guess it "just hit her" that she was leaving and she cried for a little a few times. Then kept wanting to tell me she loved me asking what I'd hypothetically say if she told me. Told her I wouldn't say anything and she has nothing to gain or lose from saying it but it's way too soon. She assured me I don't have to worry about her cheating on me when she's back in college...and she seems like a good girl. But man I don't know if I can trust this girl yet and yeah it's easy to say that stuff now but when she's actually back at college it's a different story.