Confessions

 
suicidal thoughts are coming back at full speed. i just feel so worthless. i'm done, bruhs. 
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 you're better than that, don't do that to yourself, we're all here for you
 
Social networking/online dating/tinder really makes me feel like nobody likes me at times. :rolleyes

I hate living in the social networking generation. As fickle and stupid as caring about likes is, when nobody likes anything you post #FeelsBatman.

Has me just wanting to delete all my accounts all together, and just try my best to pay no mind to it.
 
Don't pay any mind to the online life. I used to have IG and Facebook. Now I got nothing. Never looked back [emoji]128526[/emoji] I'm cool in person tho.
 
For sure. Facebook needs to go. I might keep IG just for the fact I enjoy following athletes and celebs lol.

I barely go on facebook anymore, but it does kind of bother me how obsessed with social networking our society has become. It truly is the downfall of society IMO.
 
Or delete IG and start a new 1 just for that. I have a homegirl that follows celebs and athletes on twitter lol but only them, and a fake name
 
Yeh I feel that, I hate Facebook and IG. Only have facebook to message friends overseas and hunt kicks. Nothing else though. Don't open the app somedays. IG is wack. I got a lot of followers and I hate it, its all fake friends apart from a handful. I just post and don't scroll. Ppl prob think I don't like em cos I don't like, its just that I don't look. Prob the same thing with you mate, you friends prob don't scroll ig to like pics
 
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Here's a confession:
-I wanna be a comedian. It's always been a dream of mine. I want to bring laughter into the homes of millions. I want to make the world a better place. I want people to forget their problems and see the joys in life.
-I'm scared of taking risk, I don't even know where to start. I am very doubtful of my potential yet I know I'm capable of A LOT
 
In no way am I trying to derail your confession BenDover, I thought about being a comedian myself, people tell me I have the personality for it but I'm too messed up to even attempt to trying acting.

I came across this on the internet. I found it profound "Do you tell jokes to make people smile or do you tell jokes to make people think your funny?"
 
Yeh I feel that, I hate Facebook and IG. Only have facebook to message friends overseas and hunt kicks. Nothing else though. Don't open the app somedays. IG is wack. I got a lot of followers and I hate it, its all fake friends apart from a handful. I just post and don't scroll. Ppl prob think I don't like em cos I don't like, its just that I don't look. Prob the same thing with you mate, you friends prob don't scroll ig to like pics
Yeah. FB is worthless. Dont have one. I have IG for the thirst traps.
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Dont really GAF what my friends/family had for dinner or what their vacation looks like. 
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 I have twitter for news and what not. Mostly news for sports, tech, shoes, and other hobbies. It's actually quite useful compared to other social media.
 
Here's a confession:
-I wanna be a comedian. It's always been a dream of mine. I want to bring laughter into the homes of millions. I want to make the world a better place. I want people to forget their problems and see the joys in life.
-I'm scared of taking risk, I don't even know where to start. I am very doubtful of my potential yet I know I'm capable of A LOT

listen to some of JRE podcasts with Joey Diaz....he talks in depth on how he became a comedian. It take A LOT of work, you gotta get out and do open mics and most importantly, you gotta love it.
 
suicidal thoughts are coming back at full speed. i just feel so worthless. i'm done, bruhs. 

why not buy a plane ticket and go somewhere with no plan and without telling anyone? Beats the hell out of injuring or murking oneself.

though i apologize in advance since i havent experienced what u are going thru
 
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why not buy a plane ticket and go somewhere with no plan and without telling anyone? Beats the hell out of injuring or murking oneself.

though i apologize in advance since i havent experienced what u are going thru


This is a pretty cool excercise. Did it a few years back and still look back on it fondly. Won't get into specifics, but it is very "freeing"

Confessions:

Am alone all weekend without my wife and 5 kids and it feels good to have peace and quiet, but It would drive me crazy long term- makes me appreciate what I have and all the enjoyment that kids and wife bring

Have thought far too much recently about selling off some of shoe collection and putting money towards an "enhancement" of sorts for my wife- she brought it up actually and now has me thinking.....:{

Thinking about going solo to a halloween party that friends are throwing, but feels awkward without wife, and don't want to do anything "stupid"- pretty childish, but truth.
 
suicidal thoughts are coming back at full speed. i just feel so worthless. i'm done, bruhs. 
Ain't u a female????
Ur dude ain't there for u
To take care of u In ur time of need???
I can be there for u baby
I'm serious
U can talk to me
We both stay in the bay
I can be just what u need
I can be the shoulder u lean on
Ur Rock
Ur foundation
I'm serious
I can make u feel better
It's cuddle season
I got u baby [emoji]128536[/emoji][emoji]128536[/emoji][emoji]128536[/emoji][emoji]128536[/emoji]


EDIT: either pm me or respond here
I'm telling u
I got u
for real
Mean it from the bottom of my heart
 
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suicidal thoughts are coming back at full speed. i just feel so worthless. i'm done, bruhs. 
Ain't u a female????
Ur dude ain't there for u
To take care of u In ur time of need???
I can be there for u baby
I'm serious
U can talk to me
We both stay in the bay
I can be just what u need
I can be the shoulder u lean on
Ur Rock
Ur foundation
I'm serious
I can make u feel better
It's cuddle season
I got u baby [emoji]128536[/emoji][emoji]128536[/emoji][emoji]128536[/emoji][emoji]128536[/emoji]


EDIT: either pm me or respond here
I'm telling u
I got u
for real
Mean it from the bottom of my heart

108MwWE
 
Ok heres a story for some of you, something to think about.

Ok so, there was this lady who had no self esteem.  She had a dead end job going nowhere, no man, and very insecure about herself.  She had this big gap in her teeth and even at work some guy would make fun of her talking about her big gap.  She became depressed.

So she went to a counselor.  She told her about her life, how she felt, how if she killed herself would anyone even know?  She even told her about the guy making fun of her teeth.

The counselor told her to take a leave of absence from work, take all the rest of the money out of all her bank accounts, and travel somewhere shes always wanted to go, do whatever she wanted, and spend all the money she took out her account on the vacation.  And then when you come home, go back to work, and next time that guy talks about your teeth, go to the water cooler, take a sip of water and spit it at the guy from out the gap in your teeth.

She left for six weeks, went to the Caribbean and had the time of her life.  Did everything she ever wanted to do and had a blast.  Came back to work relaxed and confident, a different woman, and sure enough in no the guy was there at her cube, and made fun of her new tan, saying all that time away he thought she was getting her teeth fixed. 

She smiled, took a sip of water from the cup on her desk, and proceeded to spit it right in his face, through the gap in her teeth.

He looked at her surprised, water still dripping from his face.  "Come here, you!" he replied, grabbed her and gave her the biggest kiss shes ever had in her life.  They ended up getting married.

THE END.

Hope this helps you guys put some things in perspective.
 
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I........I don't get the moral of the story


But homie we know you tried and for that ,we thank you :) :hat :lol
 
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not to sidetrack, but this pic is hilarious.

Keep your heads up NT fam.

After a long week M-F, I just shot some hoops with my buddies and then coaching ball for kids on Saturday. Always a good feeling to relieve some stress from the week.
honestly, basketball changed my life. All the joins I get from shooting around (I ain't even that good) and all the friends I've made through it.
 
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Despite the massive conflation in modern day america, there still seems to be an underlying assumption that if you don't like a holiday something is wrong with you. I really don't care for Halloween, and saying it admittedly makes me sound old and bitter, but I assure you I have always felt this way.
 
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