Confessions

[matters7]

AgentZero

Yeh man def. I just gotta pull my head up when im in these moods. Discipline

AgentZero you're right.

Tomorrow I'm going to a concert. Young Jeezy

Good work bro. You know youl enjoy it, even if it seems like a effort atm

 

[al audi]

Matters7 yea.

Ive had days where i just stayed in my room all day an think. Lot of days like that


I'm not tryna get seasonal depression. Every winter it hits me hard....so I gotta keep active I guess. Gym only helps but so much I been going to the gym more than 10 years consistent now.

 

[matters7]

AgentZero you're right.

Tomorrow I'm going to a concert. Young Jeezy

Matters7 yea.

Ive had days where i just stayed in my room all day an think. Lot of days like that


I'm not tryna get seasonal depression. Every winter it hits me hard....so I gotta keep active I guess. Gym only helps but so much I been going to the gym more than 10 years consistent now.

Yeh bro, me too. Just sit on the net or watch tv etc and fo real, half the time im just staring through my tv etc. Minds blank. Youre not alone for sure.

For me its not seasonal but yeh gym does help I agree, but we cant use the excuse to ourselves that because we went we don't have to go out now. I dunno bout you but iv always enjoyed my own company, I guess im just trying to find the balance between that and actual company so I don't fall off the earth to all my mates

 

[al audi]

Yeh bro, me too. Just sit on the net or watch tv etc and fo real, half the time im just staring through my tv etc. Minds blank. Youre not alone for sure.

For me its not seasonal but yeh gym does help I agree, but we cant use the excuse to ourselves that because we went we don't have to go out now. I dunno bout you but iv always enjoyed my own company, I guess im just trying to find the balance between that and actual company so I don't fall off the earth to all my mates

its not seasonal for me either but it hits me harder in the winter....maybe lack of sun

same man, yea exactly

exactly

 

[matters7]

its not seasonal for me either but it hits me harder in the winter....maybe lack of sun

same man, yea exactly

exactly

Virtual High Five bruh. We very similar. Wed have a good hang if we met, but id prob leave after a few hours to go do my own thing..

 

[al audi]

no hard feelings mate

i understand

 

[mrrolex]

Lack of sun does play a part fellas. 

Vitman D 

 

[al audi]

Yep you're right Mr Rolex.

 

[andretti]

Lack of sun does play a part fellas. 


Vitman D 

Might be right

In the summertime I cover my window so the room is pitch black
Used to wake up 4 in the afternoon not wanting to do **** and feelin like it too

Last Friday a lot if old memories came up that broke me down and made me open my eyes to what happened back then and what it made me today

**** sucks but I can't dwell on it even though I think about it everyday at work

Have negative thoughts towards my moms but I still love her man

Things are getting better though [emoji]128077[/emoji]


Work on yourselves people mind body and currency

 

[knowledgebones72]

So...last night was mad real fellas.

We talked about our parents dying, me getting put in a psych ward (some of ya'll might remember that post), all sorts of deep stuff. Lots of open talk about cuffing season and wintertime being netflix and blunts time, shorty called me beautiful

We ended up kissing in Grand Central Station

As she walked to the subway turnstile she turned and looked at me and said "You're 3 for 3."

This is not looking good, guys

 

[Remy LeBeau]

I definitely enjoy my own company

 

[Mark Antony]

So...last night was mad real fellas.

We talked about our parents dying, me getting put in a psych ward (some of ya'll might remember that post), all sorts of deep stuff. Lots of open talk about cuffing season and wintertime being netflix and blunts time, shorty called me beautiful

We ended up kissing in Grand Central Station

As she walked to the subway turnstile she turned and looked at me and said "You're 3 for 3."

This is not looking good, guys

Grand central? she long distance?

 

[23kickz]

do you guys that enjoy your own company/like to chill by themselves at home etc. have a girlfriend ?

if not, i think when you find that special someone it really changes your outlook on life. you'll want to see and do everything with that person. if they are truly down for you and give you that unconditional love and you the same to them, it's a a beautiful thing my bros. it gives you a meaning of life. wanting to improve and motivation to succeed in life. true love will cure you fellows.

 

[lolcomin]

Nah I don't have a girl, can't find/keep one for my life.
I just haven't felt unconditional love for a real long time and I really don't have any motivation anymore, even though I'm doing pretty good in school.
I feel like my chemicals receptors are messed up cause I experience highs and lows wierd and I get these wierd feelings. I've kinda stop giving ***** about my appearance cause I don't have anyone to impress.

 

[knowledgebones72]

So...last night was mad real fellas.

We talked about our parents dying, me getting put in a psych ward (some of ya'll might remember that post), all sorts of deep stuff. Lots of open talk about cuffing season and wintertime being netflix and blunts time, shorty called me beautiful

We ended up kissing in Grand Central Station

As she walked to the subway turnstile she turned and looked at me and said "You're 3 for 3."

This is not looking good, guys

Grand central? she long distance?

nah we were just taking a walk and her subway stop was at GC

 

[jones23me]

knowledgebones72 ^^^Sooooo do you not wanna keep talking to her???????????????



baggedbaggy: maybe you just need to regroup an get it together. its nothing more than being lazy in certain areas of life.. look at it like this.. "a closed mouth doesnt get fed" so open that ************ and eat. grab u up some gear, mingle a lil bit, dont be afraid of conversation. and definitely don't be afraid to approach a woman.... the worse that can happen is she says NO!! ok keep it moving someone will eventually say yes.. even if you dont wanna talk to her on that level, dont be afraid to stop a woman and let her know how beautiful she is, because chances are her man didnt let her know before she left the house, and u will probably never see her again... 100

 

[matters7]

Man I got a 6 pack and drunk it last night. I told myself I wouldn't this week at all cos of cash but I found a spare 20 and spent it. This diet hasn't really been my best. Might end it cos im only 2 kgs off my target but i only lost 2kg lol and just beef cake through xmas and deal with it next year. hate tryna loose a few kgs.

 

[Coromanti]

I really want to have a group of black male friends who are studious, but also party hard. I've never really had that.

I've also wanted a mentor to help with school and business decisions as well.

 

[luckyp824]

I have very little ambition right now. Feel like just giving up on finishing my degree and just settling for some menial job.

 

[Naruto]

Restless. Feels like floating in space as time passes lying in my bed

 

[bendover]

Man, it's been a tough week so far. When it rains it pours. I'm just being optimistic. It should balance out soon I hope

 

[andretti]

Man, it's been a tough week so far. When it rains it pours. I'm just being optimistic. It should balance out soon I hope

 

[lolcomin]

 
suicidal thoughts are coming back at full speed. i just feel so worthless. i'm done, bruhs. 

don't do this. I believe in you. You seem like just a warm human being and that's more in store for you. You can do it, 

 

[SC kid]

Dont do that shoyru |I

 

[bilboshmangins]

 

 
suicidal thoughts are coming back at full speed. i just feel so worthless. i'm done, bruhs. 

don't do this. I believe in you. You seem like just a warm human being and that's more in store for you. You can do it, 

we believe in you shoryu! how will i ever get to meet kat without you!