I remember about year agowhen I worked at this mall I used go in 4-5 hours earlier than my scheduled clock in time to see (not talk to, SEE) this girl. OMG she was so beautiful. I would just stare at her every time I saw her. EV.ER.RY. TIME. So one day on my bday I come (yea I had work on my bday) my co-worker like "12 I got some bad news man. I got some badnews dawg"
I'm like "what is it."
She's like "you know the girl you like?"
I said "yuh-huh" She was like "Well I just seen some FINE light skinnded (that's how she said it) boy walking next to her talking to her." I said "what he look like"
She said "He looked like T.I. back in 03-04"
For the rest of that day I was like
My heart was shattered
I didn't say **** for the rest of day
Went home all depressed and ****. Didn't even eat nothing. This went on for a week or so until one night I convinced myself she was only talking to dude and not hooking up with him/giving him the box. So one day I go in to work about 4 hours earlier, walking around preparing myself to talk to this girl, then *bam* she's behind some stairs watering plants. My heart dropped immediately. Im sweating like a fool. I wanted to just turn around and abort mission
Well she looks up and says "whenever you're ready to stop being a little boy and come get what you want like a man, I'll be waiting"
I didnt say anything. I couldnt say anything. I just frooze up. I was gazing into her emerald like eyes for a good 10 seconds before almost passing out and then walking away in shame/embarrassment
Seen her at FootLocker like two weeks ago with some dude all hugged up on her from her the back
She gave me this evil *** look that gave me the chills. You ever had a girl with green eyes give you the crazy ***** look???
Anyway til this day I regret not talking to shorty
IDK what's wrong with me...