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I usually be on some dumb $*%%, but for this i'd like to pull on the smoking jacket and pop the monocle in for a minute (nh) ...
ok so i've come to realise that allowing myself to drink was !##@%#% me up. My laid back attitude coupled with a lack of self discipline + drinking on theregs meant i wasnt really tryna do $*%%. I've seen people around me make strides as far as careers are concerned and i aint even decided where im tryna go.This finally managed to piss me off enough to realise how i got in this situation. Its lucky i've got an ego like that, i mean these dudes aint supposed tobe doin better than me in life
so my a'hole outlook on things has been my savinggrace somewhat...
Since i've stopped the drinking i've been able to get my life in order and i feel better for it, but the problem i have now is the company im keepin...
i've known dudes forever and im thinking me not drinkin is gonna be a problem cause thats all they do
ima besitting there with my cranberry juice and everyone else gonna be twisted talkin $*%%?? I dont think thats gonna be very enjoyabe for either party. Plus thereis the temptation factor.....not saying im an addict but there's always gonna be the
inside sayin go on its cool.
so yeah.....what it is...i gotta start kickin it with monks or is there a way around this?
ok so i've come to realise that allowing myself to drink was !##@%#% me up. My laid back attitude coupled with a lack of self discipline + drinking on theregs meant i wasnt really tryna do $*%%. I've seen people around me make strides as far as careers are concerned and i aint even decided where im tryna go.This finally managed to piss me off enough to realise how i got in this situation. Its lucky i've got an ego like that, i mean these dudes aint supposed tobe doin better than me in life
Since i've stopped the drinking i've been able to get my life in order and i feel better for it, but the problem i have now is the company im keepin...
i've known dudes forever and im thinking me not drinkin is gonna be a problem cause thats all they do
so yeah.....what it is...i gotta start kickin it with monks or is there a way around this?