- May 23, 2005
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Bruh I'm 30 years oldU know my struggle b. Like she try to throw everything back like its us. Had to put the mirror up to her and face to face she can't hang up or sweep **** under the rug. Embrace those mistakes, apologize, tell me not to make them and move on. Just needed closure in hearing her apologize for some of the **** we went thru but she never could but I finally got the apology and convo that needed to be had. We all sat down, a lot of tears, a lot of truths but it brought is all together. I know why certain **** happened now, I get it.Bruh
I just had a bad falling out with my moms last week
I said some stuff too about me and my sister growing up
And she always tries to deflect and all that
Like I feel bad a lil
But damn man my mom always tryna flip stuff around
It's hard talking to her cause she be always tryna make it seem like it's u and never her
And just realized I was mentally abused by my mom
I'm just now realizing
**** that I thought was normal in a black family
**** that all my friends and family laugh and tAlk about what happened to us growing up
I ****** JUST realized that **** ain't normal
I've always made sure to not treat my kids the same way or talk to them the same way
That I was treated growing up
but like I said growing up in a black household at least where I'm from
**** like that was normal
I do also realize she raised me and my sister by herself
And did a pretty good job raising good kids
But still doesn't excuse the behavior