Originally Posted by
Da XpLiCiT OnE
Lol at what is going on in here. I just got back from work all day.
Anyways, there's a lot of random ishh going on.
To clarify things, I took an L because I couldn't give it to her, but I was overwhelmed and it's all good, the first time for almost/probably everybody is awkward, and probably nervous for some. Not everybody has sex before the age of 21, and I know plenty of people who are 21 and 22 who hasn't done it yet - even some who hasn't even kissed a girl (Only because I'm in the Computer Engineering Field).
Life isn't about sex. I waited for her because she's the one I love. It's really not that hard to comprehend that someone who has never had sex before doesn't know exactly how to do things, and what more two people. We both never really had a girlfriend/boyfriend prior to each other freshman year of college, so it makes sense.
I could have gotten it in high school with random people, and from an ex and an old friend, in the past year or so, but I'm not like that, and I didn't want to lose it to random people - I've always wanted it to be with that special person just because I have emotions and I understood the concept of love and making love, for what it means.
So, for Boost, I don't see why you are acting like that when you have emotions about your own relationship. Yes it may be different, but in the end, it's about Love isn't it - you love your girl and it was just an emotional time about her parents/religion. This doesn't compare to that - it may be lower, but that goes to show the type of person, so feel free to only care about your relationship. I still hope everything works out with marrying her and all of that.
I had my ipod player, so we did turn on romantic music, and we had a dim setting in a nice place. We already know we're marrying each other, and having x kids, and the marriage is going to be on x date, what names we want for girls and boys, the whole 9 yards. Obviously we're going to make it work, and it will work. I've gotten msgs from multiple anonymous people that their first times were all awkward, and people have had this problem at times - it's common.
I talked to two of my exes about their guys going down. One of them, she's been having sex for about 4 years. She didn't want her guy to go down on her until about 2 years after they've been having sex, so it's not only my girl. The other didn't want it for a good year after sex, so there's another.
About the condom backwards, of course it happened because I was somewhat frustrated after my first attempt, and I put on all the rest right so no big deal there either, especially since I've only put on a condom like 4 times prior to this night. There are plenty of virgins around that are 22 and older, but the majority of people here just don't hang out with such. And, some people you may know you may think are sexually active, and may really not be.
In the end, I had one chance, so it's all good. Of course there's another chance, there always will be - she's not leaving me and she knows well that she's going to get it the next time
Good looks on the real people
