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I know it is not good to hate someone and it being a strong word, but I have some serious issues with some people in my past and present. Despite my height and size(I was always tall btw), I used to get severely picked on due to not knowing how to defend myself and so forth(Pretty much raised by my mother only and didn't like me to fight). I used to be called things that would make me super angry, but I just laughed as a defense magnetism even though inside I was angry and mad in the inside. This started since the 6th grade in elementary school up into maybe like the 8th grade. My 4 years of high school wasn't bad compared to y 6th-8th grade years of school, but I had people that misunderstood me 90% of the time, which also built up some anger over the period of time. As you guys know from my other posts, I had bad experiences from females especially from last last GF, which I have explained already. At the age of 24 right now, I have so much built up anger and hatred for all the people who have done me wrong and it really sucks because I can't let all of these things go..
I am trying to, but it is super hard. I am not perfect person by no means, but I think I did so many good things for people, but most of the time i feel like I am not appreciated and my kindness is taken for weakness.. Kind of falls back to the nice guys not going anywhere post i made a while back.. i am so sick of being thrown under the bus by people and that is why I am a angry person deep inside.. (My goofyness covers it) Anyone here have some issues and built up frustration for years and never release it? I feel you guys pain if you do.