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I dont believe in god but somehow I am maf at him for being a terrible god. I keep getting the short end of the stick but I should thank him for not being worse? If a muderer stabbed and paralyzed me should i thank him for not murdering me. >:
The way I see it I was born with sickle cell anemia, look half my age, and ugly. He is in no position to demand praise or that I ask for forgiveness for my sins. If anything he should be begging for my forgiveness.
Which I would not give him.
Seriously man...get the hell off NT and get PROFESSIONAL HELP.
I ain't saying this to be mean, I'm saying it for your own good. Because if even half of your posts are truly how you feel about yourself and life in general you're suffering from severe depression and nothing will get better until you talk to somebody about it and you're able to improve your self esteem.
Don't put it off or not go because of what your parents/friends/family might think of you. It isn't their life it's your.