Confessions

[W)taps]

Not really a confession but I gave up organized religion about two years ago. Mentally I've never felt so free in my life. Truly believe life begins when the church ends. I do believe in a god. But Christianity can kick rocks

Not to bash on you or whatever but let put it this way if you're a Christian..

You believe in God... so im assuming you love God so you must also love his Son, Jesus Christ.

If you truly love Jesus, then you love everything about Him. Who he is, what he did, what he loved.

Jesus said the greatest commandment is to love God with all your heart, mind, strength and soul. Second is to love your neighbors.

Jesus also loved the church. So if you truly love Jesus, then you love everything he loves and in the Bible, Jesus states his love for the church.

Unless the church you were going to was man-centered rather than Christ-centered, then you should go back to church. This all assuming you love God and Jesus. Like I said, theres two kinds of churches. Man-centered and Christ-centered. If your church doesnt focus on praying, then get out of there. Prayer should be the #1 thing a Christ-centered church should do. If your church is focused on getting more members rather than saving souls, get out of there.

 

[W)taps]

Talk about religion ?

Last summer I went back to my old neighborhood to talk to my elderly neighbors
Called my brother I pick me up and when I got into the car I saw the guy my brother was enemies with in the front seat (my bro went into this dudes house and stole all of his games n game systems)

Kinda shocked to see both of them in the same car or just getting along

So I get to catching up with him and he gets to talking about he raps and has his own studio n stuff so I decided to go see it

My bro left so it was just me and him talking about rap and stuff

Then he tells me he's a Christian rapper and I was like oh...... Ok cool

So for about an two hours go by an he gets to telling me how Christianity really works

I'm intrigued so for about a month I kept visiting him to learn about the religion and he got really deep on how sins and god thinks of people and I started to not like what I was hearing what he was telling me


You wouldn't get into something you don't like would you?

So I don't practice Christianity , wouldn't say I'm atheist but I don't know bout all this religion stuff so I decide to go by my own rules n morals Nahm sayin?


Sorry for the walk of text people

well what did he say. if you're really interested then PM me.  I rarely check this thread.

 

[andretti]

Talk about religion ?


Last summer I went back to my old neighborhood to talk to my elderly neighbors

Called my brother I pick me up and when I got into the car I saw the guy my brother was enemies with in the front seat (my bro went into this dudes house and stole all of his games n game systems)


Kinda shocked to see both of them in the same car or just getting along


So I get to catching up with him and he gets to talking about he raps and has his own studio n stuff so I decided to go see it


My bro left so it was just me and him talking about rap and stuff


Then he tells me he's a Christian rapper and I was like oh...... Ok cool


So for about an two hours go by an he gets to telling me how Christianity really works


I'm intrigued so for about a month I kept visiting him to learn about the religion and he got really deep on how sins and god thinks of people and I started to not like what I was hearing what he was telling me



You wouldn't get into something you don't like would you?


So I don't practice Christianity , wouldn't say I'm atheist but I don't know bout all this religion stuff so I decide to go by my own rules n morals Nahm sayin?



Sorry for the walk of text people

well what did he say. if you're really interested then PM me.  I rarely check this thread.

Mind if we chop it up in the morning ?

Andretti sleepy man

 

[8|24]

i'm an atheist and i'm messing with a muslim chick right now

muslim girls is by far the freakiest girls out there.

 

[mr marcus]

I'd rather have actual convo about religion instead of typing it up on a forum because there's so much I would like to say. So ima come off very vague. Also cause I'm sleepy at work

I've always had questions about Christianity ever since I was a kid. I remember in Sunday school I asked the teacher would all Muslims go to hell because they believe Jesus is a dead prophet and she said "yes". I said ok but it bothered me that a person that is good and living right would go to hell because they don't believe in Christianity.

I wasn't born Christian. I was taught it because my mom made me go to church every Sunday. Same goes for any other religion so why would someone only exposed to Islam be destined to go to hell? That's wack and if I'm not mistaken there's more Muslims then Christians as is.

Also I'm black so obviously I grew up in black dominated churches. My dad never went to church and I never understood why but as I got older (15-16) I started getting it. These preachers pimp the bible to fleece folks outta so much money. In the black church it's the women they get. I can go further but you get the gist.

Finally, I made a decision to embrace my blackness. Well I always have but I wanted to gain more knowledge then what I already knew. All aspects of it and during that process which is never ending I started seeing how Europeans taught blacks Christianity. And we all know the history of Europeans and black folks so yea.

Like I said it's more to it but that's just an outline. I made a decision to separate from it and honestly I feel better. I just can't get with a book that made people justify oppression and the oppressed adopted it as their way out. It's all a mind ****

 

[mycoldyourdone]

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I used to have this crush on this girl from college. I dont anymore. She got fat. Hung out with her a couple of days ago. Still dig her personality. Lol what do?

 

How big??

Is is that big of a deal??

To the point where if I stop and think about her naked id probably be like

Lol. I could do better. She has a cute face though. Just went overboard on the heavy side too much. I dont understand how they cant see it.

She flaked on me yesterday. What a confidence hit lmao.

 

[301216baller]

What happend fam?

just drunk writing man lol...I dont even remember writing this

 

[Naruto]

I feel like I've lost my mojo. But then again, maybe I was never a ladies man

 

[ill steelo]

I feel like I've lost my mojo. But then again, maybe I was never a ladies man

And with a mindset like that, you'll never be one.

Get rid of thoughts like that

 

[mauiwowie]

I act like I am better than everyone but in reality I am struggling to make ends meet myself.
I end up disappointing anyone who depends on me.
I'm starting to believe I am worthless.

 

[the 7th mile]

I'd rather have actual convo about religion instead of typing it up on a forum because there's so much I would like to say. So ima come off very vague. Also cause I'm sleepy at work

I've always had questions about Christianity ever since I was a kid. I remember in Sunday school I asked the teacher would all Muslims go to hell because they believe Jesus is a dead prophet and she said "yes". I said ok but it bothered me that a person that is good and living right would go to hell because they don't believe in Christianity.

I wasn't born Christian. I was taught it because my mom made me go to church every Sunday. Same goes for any other religion so why would someone only exposed to Islam be destined to go to hell? That's wack and if I'm not mistaken there's more Muslims then Christians as is.

Also I'm black so obviously I grew up in black dominated churches. My dad never went to church and I never understood why but as I got older (15-16) I started getting it. These preachers pimp the bible to fleece folks outta so much money. In the black church it's the women they get. I can go further but you get the gist.

Finally, I made a decision to embrace my blackness. Well I always have but I wanted to gain more knowledge then what I already knew. All aspects of it and during that process which is never ending I started seeing how Europeans taught blacks Christianity. And we all know the history of Europeans and black folks so yea.

Like I said it's more to it but that's just an outline. I made a decision to separate from it and honestly I feel better. I just can't get with a book that made people justify oppression and the oppressed adopted it as their way out. It's all a mind ****

I used to always think the same ****, I always asked my Mom why me and my brothers gotta go to church and my pops just chilled at the crib. ***** only went to church on Easter...he was right all along

 

[currensy]

I act like I am better than everyone but in reality I am struggling to make ends meet myself.
I end up disappointing anyone who depends on me.
I'm starting to believe I am worthless.

Keep ya head up and be humble man. Things will get better with just a little bit of time.

 

[imsofly4110]

=fullest

 

[lolcomin]

How does i feel to never be rejected

how does it feel to be motivated

how does it feel to be accepted and respected by society

how does it feel to never get your feelings hurt

how is it so easy to live life

 

[andretti]

Guess this an update to what I said a while back but I have a brother I've never met that shot and killed a 56 year old woman an her blind son about 2 years ago
I don't know how many buyers he has but a few days ago my pops told me he has a fiancé in the outside and a 3 year old daughter (I'm an uncle now)
He also said he's going to see him this Friday and I asked him if I could tag along

Thing is it's gonna be real deep meeting my brother for the first time behind bars and I'll most likely never spend time with him on the outside since hell most likely get life or damn near
I have no idea what we could talk about either because all I know about him is his history of being a criminal leading up to this. Hopefully while in there I could kick some positivity in his head in this dark time

Don't know about this man it's just all bad

 

[airedweezy]

Been drinking two days in a row. I am starting to like the feeling

 

[andretti]

Been drinking two days in a row. I am starting to like the feeling

Constantly ?

If so take it easy fam

 

[mr marcus]

I wake up with a light headache from drinking 3 beers

Think it's cause I work out now and I don't drink as much water as I should so any amount of alcohol just sucks me dry

Was never like this until this year

 

[bendover]

-I'm starting to hate drinking.
I feel it stops me from getting to my physical goal, I feel like doo doo ALWAYS the next day, it seems like such a waste of money

 

[Kobekobe]

i'm an atheist and i'm messing with a muslim chick right now

muslim girls is by far the freakiest girls out there.

Sigh..

I know one but she's too religious smh

 

[wavycam]

Realized lately that ive always aimed too high and out of my league smh

 

[airedweezy]

Constantly ?

If so take it easy fam

I've been a casual drinker super light weight my whole life. Only cut loose during Vegas trips. But last month I found myself drinking every tuesday or Thursday every week. Smh

Have to stop using it as my escape from relationship,financial stress,and work seems like every time I am feeling overwhelmed I am out chugging a few till I get buzzed.

Plus I can't just drink one and be happy like before once I drink that first one I am trying to get everyone to get more

 

[airedweezy]

Realized lately that ive always aimed too high and out of my league smh

No such thing my dude. Aim high but don't get demoralized if you don't reach that goal as fast as you want.

 

[boo700gs]

In a long term relationship that's been on/off with a girl that I can't trust for many reasons. She's not invested in the relationship. She's unwilling to compromise. Basically is terrible gf/wife material but I couldn't imagine myself actually happy with anyone else. Were supposed to go talk to a professional about our relationship this month. That's not hot. It's like were both settling. She will not stand up to her parents and has to hide that were dating because they disapprove of me because I'm not from their church. Funny thing is I can see these same ******** marrying their D to whomever comes along when she turns 35.

So many issues and I wonder what is wrong with me that I don't think I can find better. Part of me feels bad for her like a cap'n save a *** and the other knows most of it is lust.

 

[andretti]

In a long term relationship that's been on/off with a girl that I can't trust for many reasons. She's not invested in the relationship. She's unwilling to compromise. Basically is terrible gf/wife material but I couldn't imagine myself actually happy with anyone else. Were supposed to go talk to a professional about our relationship this month. That's not hot. It's like were both settling. She will not stand up to her parents and has to hide that were dating because they disapprove of me because I'm not from their church. Funny thing is I can see these same ******** marrying their D to whomever comes along when she turns 35.

So many issues and I wonder what is wrong with me that I don't think I can find better. Part of me feels bad for her like a cap'n save a *** and the other knows most of it is lust.

Sounds like misery to me playa

If this last step doesn't work you need to leave that girl imo