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Idk, i feel like i'm failing at life. I go to a ****** CC, can't get good grades, haven't got good grades since elementary school. My parent's do nothing to help me only criticize and ridicule me. I also have bad depression and anxiety problems, some of it stemming from the heavy amounts of beatings i got when i was a kid and the trauma it's left me with. I don't believe in God or true love because both of those have let me down so many times, that it's unbelievable. I can never seem to talk efficiently to girls and when i do, it's usually online on sites such as okcupid and meetme because i'm scared to do it face to face, I've been rejected, screwed over, lied to, and once, given an STD, that i'm just like wtf. I don't look to shabby and i've just been always trying to improve myself but it never works 
You mind if I ask why you feel God has let you down? And can I pray for you my man? PM if you'd like.
 
I think he is thinking along the same lines as mark anthony. :(

But @pepper is right :)

Thanks again guys
 
As a dude in a similar situation, I drop off because of the uncertainty. She's not a "back up", she's the one I really want but life goes on. Someone I cared about that I want in my life that i'm unsure of how to go about it, that's it. After a while you just figure it's easier to just leave it be. God I hope I didn't catch a "break baby".

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What though?
 
Most people don't know what it's like to be in this pressure cooker called life; to constantly try and find an escape but to never be offers a safety hatch. Day in and day out I awake to the terrible prognosis that we are marching to our death, the only possible outcome...but still...I look upon the struggles of the day and am grateful my struggles are my struggles and I don't have a wife or kids, that I can walk up stairs and state down life...I can make it through the riggers of adulthood, but damn is it hard.
 
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"Death's gotta be easy, cus life is hard... it'll leave you physically, mentally and emotionally scarred." -Curtis "50 Cent" Jackson

One of the dopest lines ever written and it's true. Hold your head homie. One foot in front of the other. Just keep in my mind that life is hard whether you make goals or not, so you might as well get something out if it.
 
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I'm living check to check and it sucks. My car window won't roll up so I have to pay money I don't have for it. Been trying to pick up a second job but no dice. So tempted to just hit the casino and hit the baccarat table with my bill money.
 
I'm living check to check and it sucks. My car window won't roll up so I have to pay money I don't have for it. Been trying to pick up a second job but no dice. So tempted to just hit the casino and hit the baccarat table with my bill money.
Go to North Dakota and work the oil fields.  You can make over $100k a year quick. 
 
I'm living check to check and it sucks. My car window won't roll up so I have to pay money I don't have for it. Been trying to pick up a second job but no dice. So tempted to just hit the casino and hit the baccarat table with my bill money.

Youll make it through famb. Dont hit the casino bro. The risk is just to high.
 
Cost of living is stupid in ND..

But if you live with a bunch of people and stack money then you'd be real good
 
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Cost of living is stupid in ND..


But if you live with a bunch of people and stack money then you'd be real good
I doubt it is higher than NY, LA, MIA, CHI, etc though. 

Could be. There is no where to live, it's growing so fast. I know it's really expensive for sure.

It's not like they are making an easy 100k guys. That's dangerous hard work. I doubt most people are cut out for it. Last year it was damn near impossible to find a place to live. I don't know if it's improved yet.

If you are considering it I'd just stay in your city and look into being an iron worker. You gotta be tough as nails but once you are a journey man you'll clear 6 figures. My roommate makes 80 dollars an hour Sundays. :hat
 
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Most people don't know what it's like to be in this pressure cooker called life; to constantly try and find an escape but to never be offers a safety hatch. Day in and day out I awake to the terrible prognosis that we are marching to our death, the only possible outcome...but still...I look upon the struggles of the day and am grateful my struggles are my struggles and I don't have a wife or kids, that I can walk up stairs and state down life...I can make it through the riggers of adulthood, but damn is it hard.

Huh? then what are they living? ya'll dudes go through your motions thinking you're the only ones to ever do it. Buck up and push through like everyone else did.
 
Cost of living is stupid in ND..


But if you live with a bunch of people and stack money then you'd be real good
I doubt it is higher than NY, LA, MIA, CHI, etc though. 


You have to consider the word "living" too, quality of life will be non existent. You're going to be paying a lot for **** conditions. I remember reading that article when the boom first started, there will be no luxury condos.
 
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Well after a few more Dr. appointments we've found out that my grandmother doesn't have alzheimer's.
that's good. what do they think she has? is it treatable?

Not sure exactly, I've talked to my grandma a lot over the last few months and she's seemed Ok. I think my mom and her siblings were jumping the gun with all these appointments and what not. She's in her 80's so of course she's not going to be able to think the same way she has in the past but when I talk to her I don't see an area of concern. I'm just glad it's not serious.
 
Huh? then what are they living? ya'll dudes go through your motions thinking you're the only ones to ever do it. Buck up and push through like everyone else did.
My man, will go to your concert come October.

But honestly this is the truest **** said in this thread thus far
 
As a dude in a similar situation, I drop off because of the uncertainty. She's not a "back up", she's the one I really want but life goes on. Someone I cared about that I want in my life that i'm unsure of how to go about it, that's it. After a while you just figure it's easier to just leave it be. God I hope I didn't catch a "break baby".

know I'm really late, but this is completely accurate.

I'm in the same situation. Guy is a year younger than her. May sound bad but I hope they break up over the summer.
 
I was down in motivation and suffered an educational plateau, but have now made it back to being hungry again. 

I don't know if it's from ptsd, but I can't trust a girl to save my life. Might have found a keeper, but I be on my inspector gadget steeze.
 
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I was down in motivation and suffered an educational plateau, but have now made it back to being hungry again. 

I don't know if it's from ptsd, but I can't trust a girl to save my life. Might have found a keeper, but I be on my inspector gadget steeze.
Tell me about it 
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I was down in motivation and suffered an educational plateau, but have now made it back to being hungry again. 

I don't know if it's from ptsd, but I can't trust a girl to save my life. Might have found a keeper, but I be on my inspector gadget steeze.
Educational plateau? Whats that?
 
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