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nah I dont have any problems getting girls of any race... my problem is in my mindOriginally Posted by YoungCFromThaD
Originally Posted by JewSeeJay
nah its not even that i wanna jus hit n quit... i jus think of my mom n sister when im tryna game a black broad n $@*$ jus dont pop off, even when a black chick feelin me and all i gotta do is be me to win I be feelin... "dirty" about.... even the pron i watch is mostly latinas/white heauexs...
i dunno jus never been my steez to pursue black women, the few i find attractive I put on a pedastool and tell myself im morally wrong for tryna pipe... *shrug*
This might be one of the strangest statements I ever read. Because their black? To each their own but I always scratch my head when people can't even talk to their own race, Some tyra banks show type stuff. So because you feel you can't get a "beautiful" black woman ? Do you but my black self love black women as well as all women.
i litterally hafta force myself to not think about the black women n my life b/c in my subconscious its like fornicating is wrong (go figure) and for whatever reason random thoughts of like damn I hope nobody is tryna play my mom and sis like this tho
maybe im jus a horribly shallow person but 8/10 when I see a beautiful women i think about what she would b like n bed first and when i see black women for whatever reason i identify them with the ones at my church, n my fam, n that I go way back with... probablly cuz theres not many others around here but its ******ed... a mental hurdel if u will...
now u combine that with the fact that the average white girl > average girls of other races... and the fact that theyre a dime a dozen where im at... the odds quickly became stacked against me ending up w/ a sister (even tho I always knew it probably wouldnt happen)
and then the cherry on top is, when there is that certified dime... that halle berry, meghan good jaun, I put it on such a pedastool because of all the mindf'n my brain is doing to itself I literally drive myself crazy... over analyzing the simplest things like some pimple faced virgin..
I got u tho mighty, I aint goin out like this... I jus have actively MAKE it happen and i think thatll free my mind up, ill be able to identify w/ those moments as opposed to random meaningless ones from fam n freinds