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i dont get why yall are TURNING DOWN YAMBS... b/c you think your performance will suffer...

yall need to understand that, and i'll say it again.... a large portion of a woman's world is being found attractive...

ITS A WIN WIN...

you buss early.... "damb baby... you sexy as hell... i couldnt even help it"...

her ego is outta this world after that one... and who doesnt like thier ego boosted...

we've all heard of a girl saying "oooo... he cumb in 2 minutes"... but yet... you know they keep smashing...

think about it...



on the flip.... if you cant get it up... she'll try WHATEVER b/c in the end, if you dont find her attractive, she believes she has nothing to offer...

yall gotta listen to ya boy on this one, man... trust me...
 
i dont get why yall are TURNING DOWN YAMBS... b/c you think your performance will suffer...

yall need to understand that, and i'll say it again.... a large portion of a woman's world is being found attractive...

ITS A WIN WIN...

you buss early.... "damb baby... you sexy as hell... i couldnt even help it"...

her ego is outta this world after that one... and who doesnt like thier ego boosted...

we've all heard of a girl saying "oooo... he cumb in 2 minutes"... but yet... you know they keep smashing...

think about it...



on the flip.... if you cant get it up... she'll try WHATEVER b/c in the end, if you dont find her attractive, she believes she has nothing to offer...

yall gotta listen to ya boy on this one, man... trust me...

My man
 
i dont get why yall are TURNING DOWN YAMBS... b/c you think your performance will suffer...

yall need to understand that, and i'll say it again.... a large portion of a woman's world is being found attractive...

ITS A WIN WIN...

you buss early.... "damb baby... you sexy as hell... i couldnt even help it"...

her ego is outta this world after that one... and who doesnt like thier ego boosted...

we've all heard of a girl saying "oooo... he cumb in 2 minutes"... but yet... you know they keep smashing...

think about it...



on the flip.... if you cant get it up... she'll try WHATEVER b/c in the end, if you dont find her attractive, she believes she has nothing to offer...

yall gotta listen to ya boy on this one, man... trust me...
Keep it G that's what put me on this.

The first time I couldn't get it up I'd have to rate the shock factor as 2x the rite of passage first pregnancy scare.

Went home and immediately started doing research. No allergies, no signs of anything common in the fam, rarely get sick.. Knew something was messing me up.

Did have legit experiences afterwards, but that one time was enough to warrant action. Moving back in with my grandparents was the perfect catalyst to finally take this seriously.

95% of the girls I've talked to in the past year and a half have been white.. Super racist grandfather (grew up in the south, Jim Crow laws), catch her in the house it's almost a reverse white Texas dad situation w/ the shotty.

Im just going to wait till December. It's already been some months.. I can wait a few more till im back on my own.

Doing way too much to tip-toe around him. He only leaves the house like once a week for 20-30 minutes at a time.
 
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I played it cool when it happened..im very attracted to her as well...I REFUSE to let it happen again and I haven't even smashed yet..I got too much pride to play myself like that when I know what my situation is right now..I would rather attempt with a girl I've already smashed multiple times so if it don't work out its not biggie
 
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I played it cool when it happened..im very attracted to her as well...I REFUSE to let it happen again and I haven't even smashed yet..I got too much pride to play myself like that when I know what my situation is right now..I would rather attempt with a girl I've already smashed multiple times so if it don't work out its not biggie
After awhile it was enough to just make me stop period.

Haven't released in... about 4 months.
 
Damn bra last time I got off was the night before no fap began I got some top..I have a feeling what caused this curse..when I found my coworker was a prnstar I went crazy lookin at her vids lmao not even gonna front
 
Damn bra last time I got off was the night before no fap began I got some top..I have a feeling what caused this curse..when I found my coworker was a prnstar I went crazy lookin at her vids lmao not even gonna front
Yeah man its crucial..

That's why im serious when I tell dudes although yes, this does indeed suck major *** the feeling eventually goes away while your body basically goes into repair mode.

Like I said, that was my motivation throughout the entire thing.. The fact that my brain felt the need to shut me down to repair itself let me know I needed to take this more seriously.

The flatline stage is relieving and depressing at the same time. Depressing because you start to notice all the looks you get, and natural confidence and fearlessness is through the roof but you know if you even did something w/ the onlookers nothing would happen.

Relieving because by the time it ends that feel to watch porn has been destroyed and even masturbating feels like a waste of time.. Yambs feels like the only worthy release.

Make matters worse, pretty positive I've been out of flatline for the past 2 weeks.. If I "listen" to my body it feels as if it's like,

"YOU HAD ME WAIT ALL THIS TIME, TOOK THE NUDEZ, COULDN'T EVEN THROW ME AN OCCASIONAL FIVE KNUCKLE SHUFFLE, IM GOOD TO GO AND YOU STILL AINT DOIN ****? THE **** IS THIS!!!"

All the while pounding it's imaginary fist into it's imaginary other hand.

Srs.
 
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Day 10

Gucci.

Been working out like crazy. See gainz on my back, starting to get cut up. 
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Just got back,tired,bout to knock out.

Yambs did the splits to the side of me, hard not to stare. Had to stay focused though.

No lie, I'm feeling good breh.
 
Still in but...filipina chick is out.
She called me ading. It means younger sibling.
Now I'm just confused at why she always smiles really hard when she sees me.....
Ehhh ask her to help with your homework like a nice older sister.. 
"whaat homework?" 

"Anatomy
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Don't now if I've flatlined or not but I've been hella tired lately :smh:
Might just be from school though
 
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