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I know I haven't been on NT much the last few years, but I grew to being a Kobe fan. This week has been an emotional trainwreck for me, but nowhere near as big of a trainwreck as those of you who HAVE been a fan for Mamba's whole career. Those of you who were paying attention before remember that I wasn't a fan his whole career, but those of you paying even more attention would know exactly why I BECAME a fan of that man (and no, it's not "Well duh, he retired.")
I had really gotten to a point where I was starting to idolize him. For real.
But I'm truly sorry to those of you who have been a fan of him since Day 1. It's barely been a few years for me, but it's been 2 effing DECADES for you.
I love y'all, man.
This hurts.
Any of you that have wondered: this hurts.
I don't want it to be real. My son cried the other day. He said "Maybe, do you think that they could have maybe made it out of the helicopter and maybe they've been like stuck out in the hills with broken arms or something and maybe they'll like..."
I was holding him and had to stop him. "No, bud. They're gone."
Explaining to your kid that sometimes you go to basketball practice... and you die...
... this hurts.
Actually typing it out hurts as much as saying it and I'm legit crying now. Every time I talk to people this week, I get choked up.