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- Nov 9, 2012
I remember the days when I had a lot of homies and we would used to hoop and kick it and do ****. But now since everyone has gotten older, they don't wanna do anything anymore. Some of my friends have kids, have girlfriends, or just work their 9-5 all the time and play video games. Most of them moved away and got new things going on for them. I know that I'm not old, I'm only 22, but I feel like I'm already in my 40's dealing with some sort of mid-life crisis. All I've been doing is going to school full time, work part time, and work out. I've been having a hard time getting out the house, the only time I usually ever go out anymore is if I go to school, work, gym, or shopping, all which I do by myself. It's hard getting in touch with anyone these days, can't even go drink or catch a flick with anyone anymore. I'm trying to put myself out there again and meet new people, I just transferred to this new school last year and I commute weekly, but I haven't been able to meet that many people since I'm usually busy. I haven't really had a strong circle of friends for almost 2 years and it sucks because now I have a hard time making friends now. There are some people I see at the gym that I say whatsup to but it doesn't go anywhere beyond that. And my game is zero now with the ladies, been in a dry spell for a minute too. This structural lifestyle is killing my social life, love life, mental health, and my overall well being, well except for my physical health because of the gym. Honestly, I feel hella depressed and caught in a funk, I don't know what else I can do with my life right now except school, work, and lift, I usually don't like to go out to places by myself like the movies or anywhere else unless I have to. Too much alone time up in this biyaaatch. So yeah, anyone feel me bruh?