darthska
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Wanted to touch on something that I see has become a hot topic in the thread: bragging about being straight-edged. A lot of you are so insecure about what you think straight-edged people are thinking that you jump to conclusions. I have LITERALLY had this conversation approximately a million times:
other person: "You know how when you're so effed up you..."
me: "Nah, I don't drink or anything."
other person: "What, you think you're better than me?"
Obviously, that's a truncated version of actual conversations, and I've just shortened it for the sake of typing less and you reading less, but you get the picture. There's nothing holier-than-thou, nothing judgmental about "Nah, I don't drink", but I've been interpreted as such a million times. Even on here.
Me choosing not to be a part of the whole party scene my whole life has had absolutely NOTHING to do with you, and everything to do with me. It has been a personal choice, having nothing to do with hoping you feel bad or hoping you think more highly of me or anything else involving you (and when I say 'you', I mean 'anyone who's not me'
).
"I don't do that because I don't want to" doesn't automatically mean "I don't do that because I don't want to be a horrible person, like you" or "I don't do that because I don't want to and because I don't want to be a horrible person like you."
"I don't do that because I don't want to" can simply mean that, and that's been the case with me, but I've upset a lot of people by simply being me, and I think THAT is sad. By just living my life, which includes (obviously) mentioning that I don't party it up and never have, people have thrown their assumptions about what I must be thinking onto me and reacted defensively and rude towards me.
other person: "You know how when you're so effed up you..."
me: "Nah, I don't drink or anything."
other person: "What, you think you're better than me?"
Obviously, that's a truncated version of actual conversations, and I've just shortened it for the sake of typing less and you reading less, but you get the picture. There's nothing holier-than-thou, nothing judgmental about "Nah, I don't drink", but I've been interpreted as such a million times. Even on here.
Me choosing not to be a part of the whole party scene my whole life has had absolutely NOTHING to do with you, and everything to do with me. It has been a personal choice, having nothing to do with hoping you feel bad or hoping you think more highly of me or anything else involving you (and when I say 'you', I mean 'anyone who's not me'
"I don't do that because I don't want to" doesn't automatically mean "I don't do that because I don't want to be a horrible person, like you" or "I don't do that because I don't want to and because I don't want to be a horrible person like you."
"I don't do that because I don't want to" can simply mean that, and that's been the case with me, but I've upset a lot of people by simply being me, and I think THAT is sad. By just living my life, which includes (obviously) mentioning that I don't party it up and never have, people have thrown their assumptions about what I must be thinking onto me and reacted defensively and rude towards me.