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Will id say that indirectly it had an effect in the sense where when i get laid off , my network is nothing more than thots that cant keep a job , or friends that dont have jobs niether .. couldnt keep a GF because i basically had 2 personalities and it was an echo of "i dont like you when your barred out" for examples sake : i decided for and picked up the m3 barred out ...if i was sober i probably wouldve done things differently . Weed isnt too much of an issue but i just feel like im too old now to be having to use my bro in laws pee for a urine test nor to be driving with a J and have to worry about a cop ... I think the drug use just makes you a lowlife even though one is a better person and eventually will just have your surrounded with lowlives . It is what it is for the most part , im not talking about some kids experimenting after school but doing that type of stuff past 21 which im more than guilty of (27 now) is not a good look anymore..and yes sir al audi it was recent about 3 weeks ago now . Happened fast man but honestly im glad , i havent had this humble feeling of "i just want to work and not bother anybody" in a long time