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the thread about nothing...
- Thread in 'General' Thread starter Started by Renaldo Balkman,
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why did I just watch that?
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Naaaaaah, you gottta finish the lyric. I'm not letting you get away with that
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changing my avy good or bad?
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Why are you so broken?
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I tell the truth on here. Don't laugh at me. I was abused as a child by my mother and step father, touched sexually by my cousin and basically had deadbeats as parents. When I say no love I mean no love. I grew up in Baltimore, NYC just terrible areas. I never had to fit in because in reality people are drawn to me. I always felt like I had to fit in. It's to the point now I have schizophrenia too over the years the pain I felt built up. I'm a problem child. I lost my good friends over sum druug deals in which we weren't on the same page. Now they caking. I ended up going to college and meeting other people that weren't and didn't share a similar backround with me and that just made myself worst. I literally confused myself as to what I wanna be in life. Nowadays I make $800 a month just to survive living with my younger brother who's like a step brother because we have a different dad. Everyone I met recently just happened to be gay and etc... I'm not.
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A friend put me onto NT and it does wonders for me. So, I'm tryna fit in here as best as I can because I'm a cool dude. I truly believe.
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beh235
I've come to realize I have one of those mothers that put other men before her kid. She can't love me like a real parent. At all. I've gotta go through life doing the hardest things BY MYSELF like motivation to wake up in the morning isn't there.. sometime I wish I die in my sleep. This can't be life. People are ******ed.
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Glad you found an escape in NT. We here for you famb. Keep grinding and you'll make it.
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Damn Fox, thats a tough story
Hopefully the odds start rolling more in your favor soon fam
Hopefully the odds start rolling more in your favor soon fam
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thanks yall this is stuff im only telling you guys.
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And the rest of the world.
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One of the best things you can do is tell someone about your problems. Talking to people, even on the internet can lighten the burden.
I hate child abusers and dead beat parents
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that's why I'm on NT but I share my problems every once in a while. I'm crazy bro' like literally crazy. I'm holding out because I'm religious too so I don't want to mix the two. things gonna be aiight. One day. One day I wont suffer anymore.
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Go get therapy. The Bible may be a littled dated.
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I'm thinking about making it a FOUR day weekend. Not sure just yet.
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kickstart
I don't have my Rosary anymore .. that's why I feel like crap 24/Seven
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Damn brah before i buy a new aventador im definetly gunna fly you out and hangout with u b.
You on my list now papi
You on my list now papi
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No clue why I am still awake.
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Too fine 
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i'm done and the day just started
