rusty, don't let these cats fool you! That first love...you can't get that back. The first yamb is always the deepest! Why do you think older people are always miserable, because they try to recapture the first yamb and they are never able to recapture it.
So, call her man! Go back, on bended knee tell her you're sorry and that you'll be a better man. Some people say that girls run like buses, but no! Tell her that she reminds you of your jeep, tell her you want to ride it, tell her you love her sound...you want to pump it! Tell her she reminds you of your cars, you want to wax it. Even though you don't have one tell her that she reminds you of your bank account...you want to spend it.
Don't let the blueballs hold you down. Get that woman back! Show her the man you want to be!