the thread about nothing...

[faulkit28]

Day was good.  Did the income tax, getting a nice peice of change.  Going to fix the car and bday trip to japan.  Weather was great.  Didn't mind working outside.  Didn't trip out on anybody.  Just an all around good day.  Went to a meeting about getting surgery.  Scared but I gotta get it.  It'll help me in the long run. 

 

[Comparison Ford]

And I don't wanna F somebody up. I feel like somebody is going to cross me the wrong way eventually and I'm going to explode over a bunch of random **** that just piles on and piles on. I already have enough aggrivated cases on my report and I already feel bad enough about giving ppl hospital bills because they were the wrong person at the wrong time. Honestly, those people deserved what they got but 99.9% of the time I can keep my cool and it just didn't happen with them. This is why I need help. Let alone I am self-destructive and chronically suicidal.

If you're feeling chronically suicidal, maybe you should consider anti-depressants.  I was depressed for awhile and refused to take them, but I eventually caved and I'm really glad I did.  I felt like the old me after a week.

 

[Comparison Ford]

I be feeling sad all the times for no reason but I'm not depressed lol what is that called ?

Dysthymia if it's year-round, Seasonal Affective Disorder if it only occurs during certain times of the year. 

 

[buggz05]

I be feeling sad all the times for no reason but I'm not depressed lol what is that called ?

Depression. You just haven't come to terms with it or realized it. It could be manic depression.

 

[trilluminated]

where's iLLest?

i haven't seen his sig in a while.

 

[gatzbygordon]

milk

+

for a moment i thought this was a bottle of BBQ sauce..

 

[grandtheftbike]

I be feeling sad all the times for no reason but I'm not depressed lol what is that called ?

Seasonal mood disorder??

close..seasonal affective disorder (sad)

 

[buggz05]

And I don't wanna F somebody up. I feel like somebody is going to cross me the wrong way eventually and I'm going to explode over a bunch of random **** that just piles on and piles on. I already have enough aggrivated cases on my report and I already feel bad enough about giving ppl hospital bills because they were the wrong person at the wrong time. Honestly, those people deserved what they got but 99.9% of the time I can keep my cool and it just didn't happen with them. This is why I need help. Let alone I am self-destructive and chronically suicidal.

If you're feeling chronically suicidal, maybe you should consider anti-depressants.  I was depressed for awhile and refused to take them, but I eventually caved and I'm really glad I did.  I felt like the old me after a week.

When I was a child I asked my parents to get me on anti-depressants and they ridiculed me for being a drug addict. In all fairness I am a drug addict and this is something that tortures me everyday. I don't use that often, once every other month or so. But regardless of whether I am sober or not, that feeling will be there in the form of anxiety and depression.

But now I'm grown and I'm all natural. Which brings me to the fact that my conservative parents disagree with my all natural eating diet. Theyre stupid, but really they are just a product of the world we live in so I can't really care too much about it even though I do. And they are in the last years/months of their lives and who am I to shake up their world like that?

I've been happy before. I just need to get away from the situation I am in right now and start over with a new life and new people. The problem is that I ******g end up doing this every 3 years or so. I've drastically improved my life every time I've done it. But when does it end?

 

[Deleted member 38182]

I be feeling sad all the times for no reason but I'm not depressed lol what is that called ?

Seasonal mood disorder??

close..seasonal affective disorder (sad)

oh damn

 

[sooperhooper]

Kobe hit dude with the ether on twitter.
Dudes final response is gold.

 

[miamiboy]

Kobe's punk butt blocked me on Twitter

 

[potatoglasses]

I'm at bww with a group of people. And I honestly wanna leave and chill at home.

Give me a reason to leave. And go.

 

[supremexheat]

SNL is too funny.

 

[guttagetsbusy]

Don't know why I was thinking about this commercial

 

[cubanref]

I've got some serious gas on this train ride waiting for people to fall asleep so I can fart in peace

 

[jayfiend]

Up late for some reason and watching the street fighter movie. This is one of the worst movies of all time

 

[guttagetsbusy]

Last night got off the phone with my girl around 3. I can see myself being with her for the rest of my life. I am a christian... prayed on it asked God to open her eyes and touch her heart... I personally want a girl to love God more than she loves me... Also prayed that his will be done and if shes for me then cool if not then you have better plans

Around 8 today she went with her aunt to a cell group... she was moved said she cried her eyes out and she feels amazing... man upstairs is listening ... slowly but surely all in his timing...

I don't mean to get all Jesus on ya lol just needed to vent that out

:x

 

[offbad]

Last night got off the phone with my girl around 3. I can see myself being with her for the rest of my life. I am a christian... prayed on it asked God to open her eyes and touch her heart... I personally want a girl to love God more than she loves me... Also prayed that his will be done and if shes for me then cool if not then you have better plans

Around 8 today she went with her aunt to a cell group... she was moved said she cried her eyes out and she feels amazing... man upstairs is listening ... slowly but surely all in his timing...

I don't mean to get all Jesus on ya lol just needed to vent that out

that response... 

 

[buggz05]

we are all some funny ppl man..

 

[lpheat22]

Last night got off the phone with my girl around 3. I can see myself being with her for the rest of my life. I am a christian... prayed on it asked God to open her eyes and touch her heart... I personally want a girl to love God more than she loves me... Also prayed that his will be done and if shes for me then cool if not then you have better plans

Around 8 today she went with her aunt to a cell group... she was moved said she cried her eyes out and she feels amazing... man upstairs is listening ... slowly but surely all in his timing...

I don't mean to get all Jesus on ya lol just needed to vent that out

Congrats man

 

[Ox.]

hope you get the job sir.

thank you

Kobe hit dude with the ether on twitter.
Dudes final response is gold.

I'm at bww with a group of people. And I honestly wanna leave and chill at home.

Give me a reason to leave. And go.

it's fap time papi, you need a good nights' rest

 

[buggz05]

Hell, I'm about to pray I get this model/actress/singer chick who looks like a young version of my dad's mom and acts just like my own mom

She got blue eyes and she wants my complexion and face structure. Gonna get this one preggers

I'm tryna be single though

Told yall I got problems

 

[Deleted member 38182]

Last night got off the phone with my girl around 3. I can see myself being with her for the rest of my life.

I remember that feeling 

 

[buggz05]

Last night got off the phone with my girl around 3. I can see myself being with her for the rest of my life.

I remember that feeling 

I got the same feeling right now and it's awkward.

 

[GrizzlyAnimal]

That Vest