So peep this
I been REALLY thinking
About those posts
DCAllAfrican
and
MetalMario
posted
Idk why but it changed my whole outlook about a lot of things
Just about trying to be the best person I can be
But it also got me thinking
The “insiders” in both those threads
Basically was saying it’s your duty
To basically live by the divine law
And regardless of what anyone else does
U can’t control them
U only can control how YOU react
So regardless of what
ur duty is to make sure YOUR doing the right things
Also they stated that everyone realizes or sees the truth differently and it can’t be forced into someone
They basically have to seek it out themselves
Basically they have to get or want to get the knowledge on their own I can’t give it to them
That’s been weighing on my heart
Cause like
I’m talking to my wife about it
And she not saying like I’m crazy or anything
She just like she never heard me talk like this before and she doesn’t believe what I’m sayin
So it’s like say what’s in those threads is true
And I decide to live my life by the divine law
And once my time on earth is done
If I’ve done what I’m suppose to do
And able to make it from this plane
And leave earth
My family might not
And they be reincarnated
And I don’t have them
It’s kinda making me sad
The parts that really stuck out
Was how they were saying
Each person is responsible for themselves
No one else
But I feel a duty to my family
My kids
My wife
How can I leave them
Idk maybe I’m trippin
Every since that overdose I been really trippin
I think drugs allow u to see things that we can’t see or hear
Like how they say there’s sounds the human ear can’t detect
If there’s sounds we can’t hear
There’s for sure things we can’t see
And maybe drugs open up that part of ur brain to let u see
Cause I SERIOUSLY experienced something that night
And I haven’t been able to shake it