he had been to rehab but relapsed.
ay some people learn from their mistakes and some just dont.
i lost mad friends to drugs, one of em was on intervention he died, (sebastian)
in his field of work you cant get away from it and im sure everyone was just handing these dudes party favors everywhere they went, thats the culture now.
lean and molly is the lyrics to all rap songs nowadays, even though they have been around for years.
i would drink a whole bottle of lean and would feel nothing in order to cure my withdrawal from heroin, i hardly felt an itch.
im now on methadone for my 4th year and if one of these super lean sippers had a swig of half my dose they would die.
im not bragging im just simply stating how easy and fast your tolerance rises with opiates and then you need to thow benzos into the mix to feel that nod again.
Fam you need to chill out, you sound like a hustlers favorite customer.
It might not get you today but one day your body might just quit on you from wild abuse.
Huh?
I attend a clinic and have not touched any illegal substances for about 4 years, addicts dont have many options especially if you work and have to survive on your own, poor people dont either the rich can pay for these resorts that have all types of amenities and counselors but usually alot of the people that go to these spots are just going to make it look like they' are getting better, but once out theyre sometimes worse.
It takes a person to go through hell to realize its time for a change but even then that isnt enough for some.
Opiates are one of the worst drugs, i pretty much go to a clinic to get a substitute for heroin in liquid form, it keeps from withdrawal, i dont want to do this forever but i can see how people end up on it for 20 years or longer..
I still have alot of issues to work out with myself before i can get off the stuff, but you yourself have to be ready.
The people that say why dont u just stop taking drugs, its not that easy, opiate withdrawal is one of the worse, wouldn't wish it on my enemy, i had alot of friends who couldn't just stop popping xanax either and when they did they almost died and had horrible seizures.
I pay for this "treatment " see a counselor and am also drug tested twice a month, u also see all walks of life going to dose, most people are just there to get some sort of control and normalcy in their lives, dose in the morning go to work and live their life, it has really helped me though.
The treatment gets a bad wrap but unless youve experienced losing everything from using and have gotten your ish together thanks to the medication and hard work then you know how wonderful it is to have, especially since there isnt many options out there.
