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post content to avi ratio is off the chartsi think alcohol is killing me. I feel literally sick the day after drinking and i get to the point where my body hurts, i cant breathe, and my heart starts pounding. Every time it happens i tell myself ill never drink again.
i cant stop drinking.
i only started drinking heavy after my mother died in 2005 from cancer. i dont think i have accepted her death. Logically i obviously realize she's dead but to me, in my mind i havent moved on.
Help NT.
Im usually a very happy and positive person but this is one aspect of my life that i feel i will never overcome.
with all jokes aside..... you got the power to get on the right path. My father used to drink pretty heavily....no liquor, but dude would throw down 8 beers on a nightly basis as long as I can remember. When I was seventeen, he had what only i can describe as an episode after only having a few beers..... he went to the dr, where they explained what was going on with his body....
They said you don't get hardly any REM sleep if you've been drinking within 6 hours of sleep...... i guess it made him a little loopy that night.
He stopped drinking for a around 2 or 3 years, and even though he drinks some now it is usually 2 or 3 beers if he decides to drink which is good for him.
the rem thing is only one of the detrimental effects of alcohol
good luck fam. you will feel better once you get started on that sober life.
Once you've been sober and prove to yourself you don't need it you could probably start drinking socially again... be careful tho
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