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Yeah, to me, the most jacked part of it is that the guy I grew up believing was my dad was on that rock and was a general f*** up my whole life. In his late 40s getting locked up, still doing drugs, getting caught up with prostitutes and s****... While my real dad was a pretty stand up guy with a good career and was way more family centered (he didn't know I was his son because my mom never mentioned she was pregnant). She straight up robbed me of having a decent father, for whatever reason (my Grandpa still held it down though). The timing of it sucked, but I guess it all worked out alright... I still don't really talk to my mom that much now either.I wouldn’t know how to react if I found out my entire life was a lie like that. There are some things only a father can teach his son and for a mom to take that away from her son while the father is alive, able, and willing is beyond foul.
Yeah, to me, the most jacked part of it is that the guy I grew up believing was my dad was on that rock and was a general f*** up my whole life. In his late 40s getting locked up, still doing drugs, getting caught up with prostitutes and s****... While my real dad was a pretty stand up guy with a good career and was way more family centered (he didn't know I was his son because my mom never mentioned she was pregnant). She straight up robbed me of having a decent father, for whatever reason (my Grandpa still held it down though). The timing of it sucked, but I guess it all worked out alright... I still don't really talk to my mom that much now either.
That's so messed up, hate to hear that.Yeah, to me, the most jacked part of it is that the guy I grew up believing was my dad was on that rock and was a general f*** up my whole life. In his late 40s getting locked up, still doing drugs, getting caught up with prostitutes and s****... While my real dad was a pretty stand up guy with a good career and was way more family centered (he didn't know I was his son because my mom never mentioned she was pregnant). She straight up robbed me of having a decent father, for whatever reason (my Grandpa still held it down though). The timing of it sucked, but I guess it all worked out alright... I still don't really talk to my mom that much now either.
Tried to attempt suicide more times than i can count. Tried to hang myself multiple times, sat in my whip in a parking lot with my pistol on my lap for hours trying to force myself to end it. Moms came to my house because she knew i wasnt in a good space and the things i said that day killed her inside. The first and only time ive ever seen my mom cry. Toughest woman i ever met. So glad im not in that space anymore. Worst time of my life.
Tried to attempt suicide more times than i can count. Tried to hang myself multiple times, sat in my whip in a parking lot with my pistol on my lap for hours trying to force myself to end it. Moms came to my house because she knew i wasnt in a good space and the things i said that day killed her inside. The first and only time ive ever seen my mom cry. Toughest woman i ever met. So glad im not in that space anymore. Worst time of my life.
you started one of my favorite threads here on NT. the dad thread. all good vibes in thereReason why I will never raise my kids in the city.
That's a dark place to be in. How did you bounce back?