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I wanted to share my experience and maybe help someone else out there who refused to acknowledge the negative effects it was having on their life.
Honestly, I think I'm going through a quarter-life crisis. I'll be 24 in a couple months and I am nowhere near where I thought I would be. For the past few weeks when
all I could think about were negative things. After talking with a few friends I finally had a wake-up call. All I could think about were friends I have neglected to get high, the fake "friends" who really just see me as a quick $10 and someone to talk to, the trouble I could get into riding with these people, the people who's last memory of me was trying to get them to smoke, etc... When I bought my car, it HAD to have leather interior and a sunroof to help with the smell. I wanted an apartment sooo bad just so I could smoke without worrying about my surroundings. A close friend of 10 years has become nothing but my connect... But really, the thing that made me want to quit the most was a phone call from a friend I hadn't talked to in a year asking me if I had any on me
. (The last time we were together I got him to smoke for the first time...)
I really turned into that friend but I refuse to be that guy anymore. I cleaned my car yesterday and it felt GREAT. Threw away my ash cup, all the lighters, papers, empty air freshener cans. I really feel like a new man. I'm re-connecting with my non-smoker friends for the game and I'm really looking forward to it
Listening to music, watching sports, concerts were all AMAZING when
but I'm sure Mary J can be replaced with some good company. If you are satisfied professionally and socially then by all means continue to put it in the air. But if you aren't and you continue to smoke maybe you need to take a good look around and realize that the stuff might be holding you back..
Thanks for reading
Honestly, I think I'm going through a quarter-life crisis. I'll be 24 in a couple months and I am nowhere near where I thought I would be. For the past few weeks when
I really turned into that friend but I refuse to be that guy anymore. I cleaned my car yesterday and it felt GREAT. Threw away my ash cup, all the lighters, papers, empty air freshener cans. I really feel like a new man. I'm re-connecting with my non-smoker friends for the game and I'm really looking forward to it
Listening to music, watching sports, concerts were all AMAZING when
Thanks for reading