I messed up a good thing. I wanted a relationship with a woman and scared her off with my neediness.
She ****ing new dude A WEEK after dealing with me! This is a first for me so it stings, I'm here tossed aside like a piece of meat. She is cold blooded. I thought we had something going on, hell at the very least I thought we was friends. If she had told me from the jump that she was done with me i'd be cool with it. But she lied to my face and told me she wasn't down to talk and was busy with finals for her masters degree. I found out later through a mutual that she been ****ing a dude so I called her out for lying and she blocked me without saying a word.
In my defense, it was not simply a casual fwb type relationship, we were doing basically everything a couple would do so that got me in my feelings.
Now I have 0 friends in a new city. It is very, very lonely. Alone I am used to but lonely? no. I would go to the club to meet peple but you know social distancing. This chick snap her finger n find a new boy toy. I can't even get someone to hang out with. How am I supposed to get over her
