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I lost count of how many days but im just chillin. I did have a dream where i downloaded some porn and i was contemplating if i should fap or not. I didn't lol but i did press play [emoji]128520[/emoji]
 
Had to end it guys. Noticed the only thing I thought and cared about was sex. I was on some primal ****. Will get back again though
 
Think the key to it is when you do get to that point you gotta transcend & do something to fill the void. Haven't quite figured what that something is yet but I'm back on 1 day in :lol:
 
Survived this weekend even after playing suicide . Stayed busy. I ordered a book to read and it should be here soon. Coworker just found out I turned 21 not too long ago so he's gonna take me around town to the hot spots for shorties. Can't wait.
 
Not much. But I'm not really trying either. I gotta focus and get this paper. P will always be there. Spend your time wisely. I'm not one of those guys who do nf to get girls. I do it for spiritual insights, energy boost and focus to accomplish life goals :pimp: I truly believe in the benefits.
 
About a week in now. Been cooling so far but it's this bad *** Latina at the office shorty is like a trigger I swear. Hopped off the elevator today, ran into her & the inner beast
wanted nothing more than to pounce :smh: **** crazy but I'm gonna enjoy the ride, see how long I can go
 
day 1 going into a weekend trip to daygo. Will be disciplined 
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I relapsed after the Yeezy madness in June and destroyed my **** :lol: :lol: :lol:.

But I noticed one thing because of no fap I became bolder. I seek out conversation with women now from small talk to little jokes to brighten a face for the day.

Hollered at this older divorced ww (she's 40 pass for late twenties) at my spot (unknowingly I didn't know she has a BF :rolleyes so I'm mackin n **** and she is laughing so I go in for the kill and ask about dinner and she let me down :lol: didn't even care [emoji]128517[/emoji] confidence was unfazed.

Working on another gorgeous *** older ww at my spot that I helped break into her upstairs condo because she locked her keys inside her house and I had to find an attic entry walk across the wooden beams inside the roof above to access her pantry dropped down into the kitchen and unlocked her front door :smile:

Going to try to finesse a beer and tacos get together out of her. She's Hot, Cheerleader Body, and perfect smile and tan.
 
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