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Man, I did it last night.... Unconsciously though, my dream was going along as a regular dream, then my friend dropped me off somewhere, 'm still confused as to what exactly happened so I take out my phone (I rarely dial numbers, I just hit the recent calls and hit send) so I hit the phone button 2x which would redial the last number I called, assuming Im calling my friend, and someone answers, Im like who is this, and the person on the other side of the phone was like this is Damon, who is this O_O....
At that instant, I became lucid and knew I was dreaming, i panicked and forced myself to wake up.... I was terrified because the first thing I thought of was dude begging us not to do this.... smh. After I woke up though, i was tight because I actually would like to know what would have been said on that call....
I dont think I have any horrible dark secrets that I am suppressing from my childhood... I pretty much remember all the bad **** that happened back then...
On another note: Sleep paralysis scares the **** out of me.... It happens to me very often. It scares the hell out of the females I sometimes sleep with. on multiple occasions, I have had an incident where a woman is laying on me while im sleep and it starts to feel like she is crushing me and I cant breath and I also cant move to tell her so I start panicking and my whole body starts to shake and then they wake me up because Im shaking like crazy and they're scared as ever because they dont know whats going on... smh
I dont know how to relax when it happens because it feels like someone is choking me and I cant breath, the only way I know how to get out of it is by forcing my whole body to shake like crazy and then someone usually wakes me up.
Happened a few nights ago actually but the current girl im talking to is kinda used to it so she wakes me up fast if she senses it.
At that instant, I became lucid and knew I was dreaming, i panicked and forced myself to wake up.... I was terrified because the first thing I thought of was dude begging us not to do this.... smh. After I woke up though, i was tight because I actually would like to know what would have been said on that call....
I dont think I have any horrible dark secrets that I am suppressing from my childhood... I pretty much remember all the bad **** that happened back then...
On another note: Sleep paralysis scares the **** out of me.... It happens to me very often. It scares the hell out of the females I sometimes sleep with. on multiple occasions, I have had an incident where a woman is laying on me while im sleep and it starts to feel like she is crushing me and I cant breath and I also cant move to tell her so I start panicking and my whole body starts to shake and then they wake me up because Im shaking like crazy and they're scared as ever because they dont know whats going on... smh
I dont know how to relax when it happens because it feels like someone is choking me and I cant breath, the only way I know how to get out of it is by forcing my whole body to shake like crazy and then someone usually wakes me up.
Happened a few nights ago actually but the current girl im talking to is kinda used to it so she wakes me up fast if she senses it.