If i'm chillin' out, may 1-2 bottles of Primo Island Lagar or Kona Longboard.
If I had a really rough day, I'll have a glass of Glenlivet w/chilled whiskey rocks.
I stopped drinking energy drinks after it did a number on my kidneys. I just drink plenty of water. If I work out, I'll have gatorade or powerade. But for the most part, it's water.
Sorry for your loss, fam. It's tough losing a loved one. There's no real time frame when you can get past this life changing situation. Only thing I can say is time. When you're ready, you'll know when you've received closure.
Just like SoleWoman suggested, counseling/therapy may help. As long...