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As a man do you feel like having to figure out everything yourself is beneficial or harmful? Do you ever sit back and think how different you would be if your father was still alive or in your life? Sometimes I feel like nobody really gives a %@%% about me and I can't relate to anyone around me because most of my fam and friends pops is still alive. I'm an abnormal individual to begin with so its incredibly hard actually meeting people I can vibe with. I have always had a really bad and abusive relationship with my mother so its like I have nobody to express my deeper thoughts and struggles with. Who do you talk to? Where so you go for wisdom and guidance? I always look within but I realize that I don't have all the answers. I'm in a major transitional phase in my life and imma have to figure that #%+$ all on my own. It excites me but at the same time it trips me out.